Narissablinksslowlyathim,surprised.“I…Areyousure,Harry?”
No,buthe’sbeomingmoresureashesaysit.Thedeisionsettlesinhishest,omfortableandright.“Iam.”Then,hehastilyadds,“Ifit’snottooimposing.”
Narissagiveshimanothersmile,andit’salittlerelieved,andreal.“Nonsense,Harry.We’retheonesimposing.”
ThetimethatHarryomestotheManor,itisaweekafterDraowasreleased.NarissaisinSotnd.Therearepanakesonthetable,overedwithtemperaturespells,andtwosetsofptesandutlery.ThereisalsoanoteinNarissa’seleganthandwriting,tellinghimtopleasehelphimself.
Itis8inthem,butDraoisalreadyinhiswheelhair,eyesstaringdistantlyintothegarden.
Heislookingfullernow,morealive.Hisheekshavefilledandtheolourisomingbaktohisskin.Inexpliably,Harryissuddenlyvery,veryrelievedthatDraoisn’tindisposedenoughthathean’teat.Narissahastoldhim,throughthelettersthattheyhavestartedtoexhange,thatDrao’sspendingmoreandmoretimepresentwithhertely.
HishairshineswiththebrightmsunandHarryresiststheurgetotouh.
HesitsdownonthehairarossDraoandletstheweirdnessandtheoverallawkwardnessofthesituationsinkinandsettle.Thisisthefirsttimehe’sherewithoutNarissatotalkto,justhimandDrao,who’surrentlyawakebutisoffinsomeotherworldinhishead.
DraoMalfoy.FromSlytherin.
WholiedtotheDeathEaterstosaveyou.
Whenheloseshiseyes,heanstillremembertheheatofthefmesofFiendfyrelikinghislothes.Draosreaming“DON’TKILLHIM”andthetightgripthatDraohadonhiswaistastheyflewaboveandoutoftheinferno.
Thatwasn’tthegripofsomeonewhowantedtoserveVoldemort.
Thatwasjustthegripofsomeonewhowantedtostayalive.
Heturnsaway,fromDrao’ssofthairandthememoriesoffire.
Hepiksuphisfork,takesapanakefromtheservingpte,andletsitploponhisown.
“Potter.”
Hisforkdropsinsurprise.Flushing,helooksup.“Malfoy.”
“You’re…”Malfoysquints.
Harryshrugsnervously.Hefeelslikehe’sjustbeenaughtdoingsomethinghewasn’tsupposedtobedoing.Hesupposesthatitisweirdtosuddenlywakeupandhaveyourlong-timeenemyinyourhouseeatingyourpanakes.“Yeah.”
HarryseesthemomentthatDraoonfirmsthathereallyisindeedHarryPotter.
Draoslowlygnesouttowardsthegarden.“IsthistheManor?”
“Yeah.”
“Oh.”
Andit’sthisoionagainandHarry’stense,wifwhathappenedbeforewillrepeatitself.Narissaisn’theretohelphimanymoreandHarrywouldn’tknowwhattodo.
Butthistime,Draoseemstoreonilewhathe’sseeingwithwhatever’sinhishead,andhevisiblyrexes,leaningbakonhiswheelhair.“etoobservemeinmymiserythen?”
AndHarryrealizesthatDraoremembershim,remembersalotmoreabouthim,ifhe’sgoingtogobaktooldhabitsandhisusualsnark.Hefeelsunbearablyhappyatthat.
“No,Malfoy,I’mjustheretoeatyourpanakes.”
Draofurrowshiseyebrowsathim,andthenatthepanakesonthetable.Ittakesawhileforhimtorespond,buthiseyeslearandhesays,“Getyourfilthyfingersoffmypanakes.”
“Well,you’renoteatingthem.”
Drao,ashehasalwaysdone,respondstothehallenge.Heliftsahand,reahestowardsthetable.It’sslow,buthispalmmanagestondonthefork.HisfingersshakeandHarryuands,withanotherpanginhishest,thatit’sprobablybeenawhilesineDraousedhislimbs.
Hedoesn’tthinkhishelpwillbewelome,butit’sbetterthanwathingDraostrugglelikethis,andHarrylooksup,butthewordsdieonhislipswhenheseesDrao’sgazeisvaantagain.He’snotmovinganymore.
Allofasudden,thenowfamiliarsenseofdespairtakesholdofhimandmakeshisfingersold.Hiseyesarerapidlybeomingwarmandheblinkstokeepthematbay.Aswallowpushesdownthelumpinhisthroatandadeepbreatheasesthepaininhishest,justabit.
DraoMalfoyisn’tsupposedtolooklikethis.
He’snotsupposedtobelikethis.
Withanotherdeep,shakyinhale,HarrystepsforwardandarrangesDraobakinhishair.
HeremovesDrao’shandfromthefork,andDrao’sfingersarelongandsofttothetouh,butthey’reold,andHarryrubsthemwithhisowntobringthebloodbakintothem.Nevermindthatit’shisfirsttimetouhingDraoMalfoy’shandsinethathandshakeduringfirstyear.Hishandhadbeensmallthen.Smooth,likeithadneverdoneaday’sworkinhislife.
Hishand’sbiggernow,ofourse,butit’salloused,andthenailsarebittentotheedge,orsraped,orwhateveritisthatDraodidwiththeminthosethreemonthsinhisell.
HelooksattheuntouhedpanakesandwondersifDraowillgetangryifheutsthemupforhim.
Heutsthemupanyway,beausehewantstoseeDraoangry.
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